Anti Gonna is a way to deal with trauma, and a ritual to keep the existential dread at bay, rendering it fictional.
Under an alias Anti Gonna I’m exploring dimensions of sexual fears, perversions and taboos - things that are repressed by the public opinion as deviant traits. My work is autobiographical, but my imagery is strictly metaphorical and used as means of expression. I think taboos are keeping our minds trapped, therefore they require illumination and not omission, which should allow us to medicate or at least understand the repressed “I” a bit better.
What desire means to me:
"Desire for me means a way to emotional release and catharsis, an intense desire to give shape to my thoughts, emotions and ideas that are expressed in any form, especially in art and sex.
It's a desire to heal, to understand, to challenge emotions, so I think that's what can lead to progress and new works of art. But the main point for me is just to be understood and to get visual pleasure."
Fountain of wet Desires